Thoughtless

It felt numb, it felt unreal,
All the words I could not grasp.

They were simple words, words of damage,
They were harsh words of reality.

I could not think, I could not talk,
Every felt a bullet in your head?

Easy to say and difficult to practise,
The battle I'm forced to fight again.

The world is ruthless, it ain't calm,
The pain inflicted; the broken wings.

As days pass, the feelings settle,
The tension rises, no option to cease.

Brain dead and thought fail to appear,
I could not stop, as I lay thoughtless.